its so confusing sometimes to be a (hallie)
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Post by Hallie Narina on Aug 18, 2024 12:31:30 GMT
Hallie gave a weak smile as Bii replied to her, moving to try and take one of the rags from the other girl and begin to clean herself only for the gijinka to take the task very much underhand. Not wanting to be in the way and make things worse, seeing as this was her fault to begin with, she sat back down and wiped her hands off on her socks for a few moments.
"It was, it was amazing, im so happy he's here" she said in a small voice before bii went on and hallie shook her head, looking back to the other girl. "Its not that...its..." she started before she sighed, nodding in agreement to the other girls words. "Oh he's wonderful, he smiles at everyone and apparently likes to be awake all the time doing things" she answered before sighing again, looking to her empty cup as bii finished tidying up.
"Do you have a moment in your life you remember fondly? Something which thinking about makes you smile, just makes you happy?" she asked after a moment of quiet, lifting her head to look to the other girl. "See that's Mikey, coming in to hold him and hugging mum for all she did and see dad so happy....and now its all darker and stained with the fact the person i brought and i involved in it all is just....a git" she tried to explain, hoping the other trainer would understand her very bad example. | OOC | tag | |
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Post by Ilargi “Bii” Benigno on Aug 21, 2024 22:46:46 GMT
| [attr="class","box1"]Did Bii have any memories like that…? She tried to recall. All she could conjure up to memory were things that felt so pale in comparison to this beautiful thing that Hallie was telling her about.
“Yeah…”
The first night after Ilargi saved her, seeing the sun through the window with its open curtains. The doll she’d gotten from Lavender. Someone else’s wet, fresh baby; a piece of another family. Realizing there’d been another gijinka with a secret. Meeting that kind, patient mother. Watching the cherrim parade with Hallie.
“I get what you mean…”
She didn’t. Not at all. But, she wanted to validate Hallie’s feelings. She tried to imagine how she would feel if someone there for those memories turned sour, but all she was left with was the realization that she simply wasn’t close enough to anyone for it to change anything. So, she couldn’t understand it at all.
She’d compensate for that by agreeing. If she couldn’t understand her friend, she could at least support her.
“I guess… I wanted the memory to be… okay? For you… I didn’t want your memory to be, um, worse…”
Saying that she wanted to save the memory felt like something beyond her power; beyond something she could even imagine. But, she wanted to try all the same. If there were words to comfort Hallie, Bii wanted to figure out what they were and say them.
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Post by Hallie Narina on Aug 24, 2024 12:39:15 GMT
Hallie gave a soft smile as bii responded to her, moving her fingers around the cup in her hands merely to have something to focus on before the girl went on and hallie lifted her head to look at her directly. "Thank you, its sweet you care, this isnt your problem and i shouldnt make it so. Im sorry i made a mess, and wasted the tea" she said in a small voice, shaking her head from side to side.
"I was so looking forwards to seeing where you'd come to settle, what your house would be like since i haven't really been in one since home and i let Akira and all his stupid stuff and selfish rubbish ruin it. Im sorry" she went on, apologising again. She sighed after that, looking down to the floor below herself before she took in a breath. She was here with her freind, her freinds pokemon, she needed to focus on that, not being so twisted up inside. | OOC | tag | |
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Post by Ilargi “Bii” Benigno on Aug 27, 2024 23:51:47 GMT
| [attr="class","box1"]She tilted her head. “... Why not?” Friends helped each other, didn’t they? “... I won’t tell, i-if that’s why! A-About our talk! It’s a secret!” That was the only conclusion Bii could come up with for why Hallie ought not to make it Bii’s problem. This was information that couldn’t get out, she decided all on her own. Would Akira be angry or something for Hallie talking about it?!
As for the mess and the wasted tea, well, Bii just pointed at the pitcher of dark liquid with still visible sugar at the bottom. “It’s okay!! There’s more, a-and rags…! A-And, laundry in town…!”
She didn’t have the good sense to tell Hallie that it was okay, that she didn’t have to apologize, so she focused instead on what Hallie had said about wanting to see the house. Pointing toward the back of the house, where the bedrooms were, she kept up her attempt at animated energy. She wasn’t quite smooth enough to not come off as fumbling, though.
“W-Well, there’s the toy room… And, I’ve got lots of pillows…!” She looked at the living room, still in technically the same room as the kitchen but closer to the front door. “... Gah…! I just took the books back, o-or we could have… looked at what I got from the library…”
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Post by Hallie Narina on Aug 28, 2024 12:58:51 GMT
Hallie felt her chest grow tight, she was forcing bii to lie for her. The girl was so just pure, she saw the world in such an amazing way and here hallie was walking in and dropping drama in her lap, pretty litreally, and bii was cleaning it up, far too litreally. "No, please, i dont want you to have to do that" she started before she heard the wobble in her voice, sucking a breath in to try and recover.
In town! Bii was going to have to walk all the way to town because of her, because of the mess she had made with all this. She tried to listen as the gijinka kept speaking but became away she was sniffing after a few moments and then tried to lift her head, looking to the face of her freind only to catch that thought and glance away again. Why was she getting so upset, she always managed to keep a lid on these things normally!
"Sounds really....lovely" the breeder managed to get out, sniffing loudly in the middle of her sentence as she wrapped her hands around her cup to the point it was hidden away in fingers. "Im so sorry bii, this was meant to be a fun day out, a happy day exploring and doing stuff, like last time" she found herself apologising again, fighting the urge to allow the blurry watery vision in her eyes to spill down her face. | OOC | tag | |
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Post by Ilargi “Bii” Benigno on Sept 8, 2024 0:47:14 GMT
| [attr="class","box1"]She didn’t know how to handle this. Really, Bii fled from most difficult situations. Or, tried to weasel out of them as best she could. She looked for the angle that benefited her. But, right now, the thing she wanted, to soothe the girl she called her friend, eluded her. There didn’t seem to be an obvious trick to coax a smile or bring in relief. All of her offered solutions flopped.
She watched as Hallie cried—clueless, useless, and unmoving. Her touch-too-long neck bobbled with a swallow. What do to?
Her bedside manner even in healing was atrocious. So, it only made sense that the gijinka had no skill in comforting others, especially when it came to a moment like this. She fumbled, gray eyes still locked on the sight of Hallie’s tears.
How to make it like last time?
“We could do that,” she offered weakly. “... I can ask, can ask Phoebus to come back… The cherubi.”
He wasn’t a cherrim yet. Wouldn’t be for a while. But, it was all Bii could puzzle together, standing there with Hallie. The tears didn’t bother her. No, it wasn’t at all that Hallie was crying that bothered Bii. It wasn’t hurting her, so what was the harm? The problem was that Hallie didn’t seem to want to be crying and she had no idea on how to resolve that.
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Post by Hallie Narina on Sept 8, 2024 14:08:47 GMT
Hallie for a few moments just hung there, head down and eyes streaming down her face to the point she could feel the tear streaks begin to itch before she heard bii speak. She lifted her eyes to her, looking over the gijinka as she tried to offer to help and gave a watery chuckle. "If they are having fun, let them, I dont wanna be more of a burden" she found herself replying before she sucked in a breath, gave a little sob, and lifted one hand to her eyes.
She tried to wipe away the liquid but only managed to slip her own wrist over her eyes and bash it in to her nose in the process, shaking her head after a few seconds of shock. "What do you wanna do?" she asked as she tried to clean her face with only the backs of her hands, trying to move the topic on from all this drama and problems. "How do you spend your days in your new home?" she asked a moment later, unsure what exactly was the right thing to offer to do in someone elses home. | OOC | tag | |
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Post by Ilargi “Bii” Benigno on Sept 14, 2024 1:33:29 GMT
| [attr="class","box1"]Her nose!! Bii zeroed in on the sight, eyes wide as she assessed it for meaningful damage. Hallie had asked her a question, but her focus was on what a wreck the other was just now. So, with all of the grace she could muster up (none) the gijinka made her suggestion:
“You should... wash up.” Concern, however awkward and bluntly worded. But, she could tie it back into her question. Bii’s fingers laced together and she drummed the index and middle fingers of one hand on the knuckles of the other. “I keep plants… Some are in the bathroom. I play, too… In the playroom, a-and in the bedroom. I can show you. After.”
Bii’s day to day activities were, quite frankly, dull. If she wasn’t doing as she was expected for work, her preference was to idle in the sun or attend to the overgrown garden out back. There was training to attend to, yes, but as for hobbies…? Bii didn’t have any. Practicing reading was necessary, not something she took exceptional pleasure in. Her private existence was quiet.
Switching from surviving to truly living hadn’t yet fully occurred.
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Post by Hallie Narina on Sept 16, 2024 12:49:13 GMT
Hallie sniffed a little as Bii spoke, nodding to her and noting the gijinka could probably see what kind of a mess she looked like when she herself was unable to. She rocked herself up on to her feet, nodding to the other girls offer before she sucked in a deep breath. "Plants? I figured as much before, a certain kind?" she asked as she let the breath out, trying to focus on her freind now.
She had guessed as much, hence the blackberries, and she liked the idea that she was offering someone not only a plant they might enjoy with the entire grass type thing and she assumed green fingers with came with that but also food too. "I dont remember a lot about plants besides berries from when i was a kid, i guess i came here and with berry pots, sorta didnt bother with them anymore beyond being able to keep my team healthy" she admitted, trying to add in her own experince as if it might help the topic move on to something new. | OOC | tag | |
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♂ 08
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♀ 00
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Police
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♂ 03
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♀ 02
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Civilians
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♂ 03
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♀ 02
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Team Rocket Members
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♂ 07
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♀ 05
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♂ 03
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♀ 03
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Rangers
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♂ 02
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♀ 05
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♂ 03
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♀ 03
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Gijinka
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♂ 05
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♀ 06
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♂ 24
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♂ 29
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♀ 20
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